Monday, December 6, 2010

Apple Cup Rivalry

Local authors Jason and Debby Coleman have been competing their entire lives. Jason graduated from Sough Kitsap (Port Orchard, WA) in 1985 and Debby from Bremerton High in 1987. Their friends often joked that Wolves and Knights just didn't get along and their relationship would never last. Fast-forward their lives by a few years and they escalate their competing loyalties to the next level. Although neither of them attended a 4-yr university, Jason is a "purple-bleeding" Husky and Debby a tried-and-true loyal Cougar fan.

So it was extremely appropriate that on Apple Cup Saturday this year, they participated in a local authors book signing event at The Bethel Avenue Book Company, Port Orchard, WA, proudly sporting their team colors. None of this may be unique and eye-raising in these parts, except for the fact that they were signing copies of their newly released book, "Discovering Your Amazing Marriage."

Debby says, "Hey, we may disagree on the Apple Cup, but that's part of our message! Husbands and wives will disagree on many things throughout their relationship, but what is important is how you disagree and how you communicate and resolve those disagreements!" Jason adds that, "The majority of issues that any two people in a relationship have can be traced back to poor communication or unmet expectations. In our book we talk about the importance of communication and how to talk through disagreements and the various challenges we face." He went on to say that they specifically chose to wear their opposing team color jackets to the book signing to illustrate that even though there are times in all of our lives that we disagree with our spouse or our mate, we can choose to live in harmony, even with on-going disagreements.

Despite having split loyalties when it comes to schools and sports teams, Jason and Debby have been married for 21 years and their primary focus is to encourage others that marriage can be amazing and it is worth staying together. They have faced challenges in their relationship that go far beyond the pettiness of a football game and have chosen to stay together and make their relationship what it is today. They both say it’s not easy, but it’s definitely worth it!

Jason quipped, "Every year when we put up our Christmas tree, the Husky and Cougar ornaments are hung at the same level...until the Apple Cup is played. After the game, the winning team ornament moves up to the top of the tree. My Husky ornament proudly moved up several branches this year!"

The book signing event featured more than half a dozen local authors and is an event the book store hosts twice a year. For more information on "Discovering Your Amazing Marriage" visit www.youramazingmarriage.com or amazon at http://amzn.to/e0yyUD.

Monday, October 18, 2010

My Thin Place


There is nothing that compares to the feeling of entrapment. The feeling that the walls are closing in around you and there is no escape. The feeling of despair and helplessness. The dreaded feeling that there is no hope. No light at the end of the tunnel.

Please God, let me see a light. Any light. God? Are you there? I remember thinking if a light did suddenly appear in the deep cavern of my tunnel, perhaps it would be a train. Yes, my despair would be over! I would find closure and I would discover solace and peace. Where’s the light? God, where are you when I need you the most?

I was completely overwhelmed with circumstances that were not at all what I had hoped them to be. This chapter in my life began with such promise and hope. I had accepted a job transfer to a new state, with the expectation of growth and potential. And within the first year I recall wondering why I ever agreed to do such a fool-hardy thing.

I sold our home…our first home.

We moved away from family, friends, and everything familiar and comfortable. And we moved to this desolate, strange, and awkward new city where we knew no-one. Nothing was familiar and nothing was comfortable.

To make matters worse, the financial impact of the move was painful. The costs were higher than expected and the pay was less than expected. As I anguished over which bills to pay and which to delay, the walls closed in around me.

As my wife and kids complained that they didn’t like the schools, the stores, and the restaurants, the walls crept closer and closer. The days began to grow dark and clouds hung low in the sky, stretching from horizon to horizon. My bones were chilled as the wind whipped down through the canyons.

The bills began to accumulate quicker than the autumn leaves. The leaves were easy. Rake ‘em and bag ‘em. The bills? There was no way I could dispose of them.

The pressures to succeed at work were impossible to bear. The bank accounts were dwindling and the bare necessities were, well, getting very bare.  If you’ve ever anguished over paying the power bill or buying milk for the children, then you know exactly where I was.

I had reached my thin place. The cupboards were thin, my wallet was thin, and my attitude was thin.

And then, when I thought I could reach out and feel the weight of the world crashing down upon me, my God, who promised to provide my every need, came to my rescue. Just as He provided manna for the Israelites, meat and bread to Elijah, and flour and oil that never ran out for the faithful widow, He proved to me that He does indeed own the cattle on a thousand hills. All He needed to do was slaughter one or two. And He did.

Seemingly out of nowhere, I received a call from our pastor and he told me that he knew we were struggling. He asked if there was anything he or the church could do. My pride wanted to say no, but I was beyond thinking of my pride. I told him we couldn’t pay the electric bill and that we were dangerously low on groceries.

His reply was simple and immediate. “No problem,” he said. “You’ve been faithful to God and the church, and now it is our time to be there for you.” And just like that, when things seemed hopeless, we were thrown a lifeline.

Within a very short time, our finances improved and I was given an opportunity to move back to our home state. We gave birth to our third daughter, eight days before the move and we sold our home the day before we moved. It’s funny how our timeframe isn’t always His timeframe, but His timing is always perfect.

Over the course of the next year, we made an additional move, received a promotion with my company, and my salary has grown to levels I could only previously hope for. God is so much more to me than just a provider, but through those thin places in my life, He has proven Himself over and over again.

He is ever so faithful, ever so true.



Jason Coleman
Author
“Discovering Your Amazing Marriage”
www.youramazingmarriage.com

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Insurmountable Odds

Every marriage and every relationship has challenges. Some are dealt with quickly and are easily resolved while others pose what appear to be insurmountable barriers. What’s a person to do when life deals you a hand that, at first glance, gives you no opportunity for success? In some card games, you can exchange your cards for fresh cards from the deck. Unfortunately, in the game of life and relationships, that’s not an option. We are challenged to play out the hand we are dealt and sometimes the odds are beyond hope.

I was dealt such a hand within the first few months of my marriage. When I expected to draw a pair of aces, I realized the cards in my hand didn’t amount to anything but disaster. Several months after our fairly tale wedding, while I was still bathing in the joy and excitement of a new life together, I discovered that my wife was involved in an affair.

Life had taken a turn that I had never imagined, and I was facing what most would consider insurmountable odds. It would have been so easy to fold my hand, step away from the table and seek out a different game. I could have cashed in my chips and gone home, saving them for another day. But, against the advice of some, I stayed in the game. I believed that my destiny was yet to be determined, that I could play my hand out and hope for the best.

It wasn’t that my wife had decided she no longer loved me. She wasn’t tired of me and we didn’t have irreconcilable differences. Not to give her any excuses, because she was responsible for her actions and decisions, but she had placed herself in a compromising position with the friends she had hung out with and found herself in a situation she wasn’t prepared for. She was influenced by the environment she placed herself in, and I was too preoccupied with pursuing a career to recognize the danger signs.

When I discovered the truth of the affair, I was devastated. I couldn’t imagine what had happened to the fairy tale we had begun, but I was determined to write a different ending to the story.

We turned to the pastor of our church for advice, and were appalled at the advice we were given. Break it off. We were told, “You won’t make it through, and you don’t have too much invested, so break it off. You have every right to leave her, after what she has done. There’s no way you can survive this, the odds are against you.”

What we heard from this man of God was about as far from what we expected as anything could have been. Isn’t the church all about forgiveness and restoration?

My first instinct was to hold on tight and not let her go. The emotional pain was excruciating, but I was not going to let this treasonous act change my destiny. I was going to fight back. I did what any drowning man does, I grasped for any lifeline I could and held on tight.

It wasn’t long before I realized that tactic just wouldn’t work. The tighter I held on, the further she tried to go. She was young and confused, and didn’t really know what she wanted. It was the advice from my mother that made the difference. It was as if I drew a card that changed my hand forever. Mom told me to let her go.

Letting go was one of the hardest decisions I have made in my entire life, but one that I will cherish for as long as I live. For in letting go and giving her what she thought she wanted, she learned something about herself. Once she had what she thought she wanted, her freedom to choose, she realized she didn’t want that at all.

I asked her to leave, but told her she needed to leave her ring. I told her I loved her deeply, but she needed to pack up her things and go. We’ve all heard the cliché that if you let something go and it comes back, it was always yours, but if it doesn’t, it never was.

I wasn’t sure about that at the time, but I did know that she needed to be forced into facing the reality of her choices and the consequences of her decisions. I wanted to stay in the marriage and make things work, but I needed to know that she wanted that as well. A one-sided relationship will never last.

I don’t know exactly what thoughts flooded her mind when she left, but she has since told me that when I told her to leave the ring behind, that was the wake-up call that she needed. She was gone for less than twelve hours when she realized that she was losing everything. She was up all night turning over in her mind how she had allowed herself to come to the point that her actions had put us in, and she was terrified of losing everything we had built together.

When she called me the next morning in tears, we had no idea how we would survive the next few days, but that she was committed to demonstrating to me her remorse and ultimately her love.

That was twenty-one years ago. Today, as I write this, we are celebrating our twenty-first anniversary. Remarkably, we not only survived and avoided defeat, but because we played out our hand, we beat the odds. We ran the table and beat the dealer, hand after hand.

Today we have four beautiful children and a story of forgiveness and triumph. We would never say it was easy or a smooth ride. The trail has been rocky and steep, but we are moving forward and reaching new heights in our relationship on a daily basis. What once seemed like insurmountable odds are now a memory and a life lesson we can share with others. We have discovered what true unconditional love is, and we can truly say that our marriage is amazing.

Monday, September 27, 2010

Old man now...and the importance of Family

43...Fourty Three...FOURTY THREE. Yep, that's me. 43 years now treadin' on this earth. I actually had my 43rd brday (yes, that IS spelled right...in our house anyway) several days ago. I remember that my 40th wasn't too traumatic, and neither was my 43rd. Seemed like, well, just another day in paradise.

I'm thinking about it because we had our family dinner tonight and I got my brday cards and presents today, rather than last Thursday. I came home from the dentists' office to see a bunch of mylar baloons straining against the ribbon as they yearned to sail away into the brisk fall breeze. That was a nice surprise, especially coming on the heels of a semi-annual cleaning at the dentist office.

Did I say cleaning? I meant scraping. You know, you've been there. They poke your gums and scrape away tarter, while lecturing you on your poor flossing habits.

My 18 yr-old daughter is not living with us, but she comes home for dinner every Monday. Our lives have been sooo hectic...2 teenage girls in college, 2 middle-schoolers, my career, my wife's part-time work, our book promotions, our church involvement.

For many months we were all travelling in different directions, so we established Monday nights as Family Dinner nights. It's been a great way to reconnect with our daughter that's away from home (she's only across town), as well as the other kids too.

Our daughter is learning some good life lessons, being responsible for herself, and starting to think about things differently. We are praying for her continuously, and are so happy that she is coming home each week, and that our family is reconnected, if only for a few hours.

If your family life is like ours, with kids and the two parents going in different directions, let me challenge you to find a few hours each week and establish a Family Night of your own. Have dinner. Play games. Or, just sit around the table and talk. We've had some of our best conversations around the dinner table these last several weeks.

Reconnect with your family, before it's too late! After all, nothing is more important than your spouse and your family!

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

My blogging debut!

Wow...after hearing plenty of advice from other authors that I "have to" start a blog, I finally listened long enough to do something about it. I have plenty to say, particularly about our new book, but not sure where to begin. In my blogging debut, I'll simply introduce myself and my co-author, my bride Debby.

I'm Jason. I married the love of my life, Debby, almost 21 years ago. We will celebrate our 21st anniversary on September 30, 2010. We have four amazing children; the oldest is 19 and our youngest is 11.

We wrote a book about our amazing marriage, and I'll be journaling, I mean, blogging, about it very soon.

I trust that I will have something to say that will resonate with you, and I also trust that I will hear from you. Feel free to submit your comments, questions, or anything that may add to this conversation. I'd rather engage in dialogue, not simply a monologue. It's much more meaningful that way! Not to mention more interesting!

Oh yeah, one more thing about me...we have two annoying cats. I really don't like either one, but I hear one scratching at the back door,so I'd better go let him in. Why do I live with two cats that I detest, you might ask? Because I value my wife and she loves them. Pretty simple, huh?

More about that later too.

Well, thanks for reading...I'll be back soon. Until then, do somethng today to let the love of your life know that he or she is THE MOST AMAZING PERSON in your life!

Marriage IS Amazing!

~ Jason